pictures of us always makes me smile.
then the question of what if pops up.
what if we took that step together?
would it be perfect?
no, i'd rather it not.
i get bored of perfection quite fast.
lets wait for the right time.

the past few days have been an absolute bore.
and i cannot imagine why.
without a job, no boyfriend.
i seem to have nothing. haha.
emphasis on the boyfriend.

bought too many books, now i'm kinda broke from all that.
to think that i was saving money to go waxing.
i guess i'll have more money when i have a job then.
it always makes everything easier.

its been a boring post and i know it.
i want to get a Blackberry and so does Dave.
cause it looks amazing.
and for a text freak like me, it exactly what i need.
i can text and tweet all the time.
i need to stop being lazy.
i havent eaten properly in the past week because of it.
i shall go and buy something home to cook or at the very least, eat.
i'm missing LJS all of a sudden.

i'm in a rambling mood.
like firti always does.
miss that bitch.

still waiting for a text.
somehow i know that it wont come.

the only thing to look forward to now is thursday.
hopefully thursday does happen.

off to watch interesting parts of life.

oh, i'm saving the 1000th post for something special.
hopefully.